Singing the
Humid Delhi Songs
Lights dim in the Delhi heat,
an inspired women's voice (traditional music mix) blares from the music
system a speak blown, ceiling fans spinning to the voices and drums.
Maya is watching little fingers
eating strawberry jam with dah hee in tallis (steel plates with wonderful
inche high ridges so the food is always kept on the plate when eating with
your hands).
I'm listening for the sabsee walla
calling the morning to his fresh vegetables wheeled to the gate but it's
already dark and the nights are as black as the sea.
My ankles and big toe sore from
the chapulas (flip-flops). Walking in the heat around the block, the shade
of neem and acacia, an occasional dog scratching his flees under the childrens
play ground bars, I'm thinking about the southern red dirt I soiled my
childhood clothes, plucked from the ground in the hot afternoon.
Open the car door, the heat like
a furnace rushes across my face, the smell is so familiar, the plastics
in the hot sun melting. The car fits like a small fist in the traffic,
through the holes that buses and rickshaws leave at corners. I clutch my
right hand as the car swerves and the cow chews her cud across the intersection,
his wife sitting on the scooty side saddle, the sound of car horns like
a conversation.
I dream that evening I'm swimming
for the first time in a pool of warm water, cold water swept up from the
bottom I can't reach.
We're out of reach but I'm smiling
the weight of the water carries me, the sun burning my cheeks.